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Role Changing

Today is my fourth day without my brother in Jakarta. My brother is a sailor, he travels a lot. So just three of us here, they are my mother, my daddy and me. Before, sometimes I felt so annoyed with my brother, Ihsan. He was so lazy and choosey. He often woke up late and angry with me if I put something in wrong place even though he is not kind of a man who like cleaning home --,

After he gone, I took care all of homework inside and outside home. In the morning, I delivered and pick my mom up to the traditional market, near my house. Then, I swept and swabbed the floor also washed the plates. After that I also cleaned the garden. In the afternoon I helped my mom to prepare for food and iron the clothes. Sometimes my mom asked me to do something which is usually my bro did such as lift the gallon up to the dispenser, hoe and bury the death animal and buyi for family needs. Wow.. I miss ihsan suddenly : ( I realized that he did so much for this family that I never notice before.

I just have ihsan as my sibling. he born after 20 months from my birth. He is an awesome person. Although, he did bad to me sometimes but everybody like him. He is easy going, open minded and lovely person. He has a clear vision. He has a really strong action to make his dream to be reality. If I can compare myself to him, I said I do nothing yet for my family like my brother did. Hehe :’)

As a daughter of this family. I want to do something useful for my mommy and daddy. I want to make them happy, no matter what. My brother has proved so much thing to me. I want to do more. I NEED to do more. I will be a GREAT nurse. I will have a super, nice and handsome husband who loves me and my family (amiin). I will continue my study abroad (insyaallah amiin), I will became a professor of nursing in Indonesia. The happiness of my parents is mine. The happiness of me is theirs. Our dream is connecting each other.

No matter how different my brother’s profession and mine, we have the same goals, it’s nothing but make my parents happy. It’s nothing but take them to Mekkah. It’s nothing but see their smile. Amin. Yeah I knew that my brother is so far from home, right know he is in Singapore. (I hope Allah will protect and guide him.. amiin) So it is my turn for servicing in home. I will do it happily so I hope it become pahala for me. Amiin.

That’s just a simple dream of me. As a daughter, as a sister and as a nurse. I hope Allah will hear that in this blessed month, Ramadhan :”)



That’s my story today, what’s yours ?

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