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My planning.

I have four months of ‘holiday’ while waiting of the graduation day in October. Before, I have planned to take IELTS English course. But lately, I turned around. I realized my self how about just focus in learning TOEFL. In my academic years, I have took LIA and course in Pare which concerned about TOEFL. So I did not think to take formally English course anymore (due to financial problem too). I decide to do autodidact in learning TOEFL. Yeahh.. I will devour greedily toefl books I have. Nyam nyam nyaam…

Then, I want to learn how to cook. In this point, I want to have a capable to cook whatever correctly. Fortunately, my mom is a good chef (every mom do so :D ). So, she will teach me one by one of the receipts in every menu that served. My mom said to me “as a girl you can take an education as high as you want, but remember that you are a woman, you will marry someday (AMIIN) and you have to cook for your husband and your children how busy you are”. so I will take “cooking course” with my mom, I hope I can do it well and be a “real woman”. Wkwkwkwkwkw :p

After that, I want to increase my knowledge in nursing. I knew that I am not too smart in nursing. Sometimes, I envy you the way my friends tell me about medicine and disease. I want to be a clever person too. Nursing is not just a job, nursing is my identity. Lately, there is another reason why I want to delay my master degree, I want to have work experience. I will disgrace myself if I take master degree directly after this graduation because it just like a kinder garden kid who want to take junior high school without passing elementary school first. Because of that, I want to apply my knowledge in the hospital and upgrade everything especially about mental health maybe for about one year insyaallah. Like you said in your previous essay… thank you for inspire me through your essay anyway, it slapped me sometimes. Hahahaha

Based on that reason, I want to have a target to read one article or one journal about nursing each day. Maybe, some day if I have no idea what to write in my essay, I will summarize the material and make it into an essay :D .. besides it will make me smarter in nursing, it will make me expert in English step by step. I knew it will be a hard stage, but I want to try it anyway.. hehe insyaallah. So just wait for it yaa. J



Yeah, that’s all my detailed plan to fulfill these holiday to be meaningful holiday. How about you ? J

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