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Why I am here.

Pare.
Why I am here, it is a big question for me until yesterday (when  talked with uut).

I arrived this place for about three weeks ago and I always complained with everything I got here.
I complained for the tour that we used, I said They were not professional,  cause their service for us was really ... bad.
Then, I also complained about our camp. Our room was not worth to called as a room.


besides that, I also have internal problem with my self that gonna being crazy here.


hmm.. for last thing I complained about , I complained for our institution that we have taken

yeah.. I know, my pronounciation is bad.. But, It will be fine, cause I am a student

As a  someone who called an English teacher, we have to good pronounciaton. at least "a right way" how to say "FORMED" , "ACTUALLY" , "NECESSARY " and many others

not formet, aktuali, and neceseri

I shocked

so Why am I here ?

day by day, I passed the day hardly,,


Until yesterday... I realized everything.

and I said Thank so much to the GOD because I am here. :)


in this camp, I met a new friends that inspiring me, her name is UUT.
she teachs me so many thing about the meaning of live.
she will be my new spirit to do my best in my life.
she is the one who makes me feel thank to the GOD cause I am in Pare :)

in this camp also, I close to with putri, one of my juniors in campus.
I thought, I will be her sister and provide all things that she needs
But.. I was wrong.
I learned maturity and the kindness from her. :)
I lucky can be one camp with her
I think I have a new little sister here :)

in this institution, I realized that "My Teacher" who I talked before is really kind and patient man even he has a bad student who always disturb him, he never angry. then. although he has bad pronouncation, he is so clever in grammar, seriously !!  I learned something beside his weakness. :)


If I am not in my  institution, I will not learn about kindness and patience
If I am not in this camp, I will not know about Uut and Putri
If I am not here, I will not get anything at all...


God guided me to Pare is not for making me to learn bout English
but.. To Learn a meaning of life.

:)


Thank God

I am in PARE right now :):)

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