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confusing days



Hello world.

I never been feeling life is so confusing like the recent days. I have so many options. But it didn’t solve the problem yet. “what the best I do for my life and family?”.. what kind of work, huh? oh yaa. Let you know that I got rejected from the hospital I applied before because I did not attach my certificate of nursing, the most important one for a nurse (STR). I have could knew from the start.. but I still did it anyway. And I don’t have anything to regret cause the experience that i got was amazing.

yesterday, I just signed up for a position in BUMN through online registration. It didn’t spend much energy. But I know, it will has a thousand even billionaires of applicant. Hmm. Even then, I still have tried it. So yeah. You can call me the real job seeker. Hehe…. Sometimes I wonder myself what I am looking for ? But, I decided to knock every single door. Which one that opened for me, it might be the best for me. Insyaallah.

Umm.. I have a new secret.. I have been preparing something great for six month later. So it will be okay for me to stay cool at home. Hehehe :D I will put my best effort for this. i wil tell you anything if i get a happy news. Amin insyaallah.

Anyway. I already start my first diet today. I didn’t consume any rice. I do exercise. I decreased the snacks. Why? I need to be thinner than I am now.. it is all not about fat or thin. But I want to be healthier. Amiin amiins

What I am going to tell you more, huh ?

oh yaa.. i will tell you my story at mba efni's wedding later :)

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