You are the Captain of your own ship

Since from last year, I just have little knowledge about this therapy. Nevertheless, I don’t learn it further. It's not because I don't want to do so.but I have so many things to do so the theory about this therapy just passed by in my mind. Hehe. But, the condition was changing now. I have so much free time (of course after I helped my mom) and I think that this is my turn to learn what I want to know more.. yeahh.. Let us greet cognitive behavioral therapy : ) Ssst… lemme tell you a secret.. (maybe) I am going to use this therapy for my thesis next year, insyaallah amiinn… : ) So what is CBT ? CBT is an alliance of therapies that used for individual with mental health disorder which is connecting the links between how we think, feel and behave. This therapy can be use dby someone who have had no success with other kinds of treatment. Commonly, a person who get CBT as his therapy who need a multiple and complex treatments. The uniqueness from CBT is patient needs to fully re...

I am so glad that I have so many seniors who guided me to increase my capability more and more related to my study. Yeah.. insyaallah I will be studying abroad to continue my study next year. So, this year I have to finish my thesis proposal. I’ve planned to continue my final paper (when i was still a bachelor student) to be more complex . Actually, I am still confused about the methodology and target of population of my research I should use.  Firstly, I have two choices about the target of population which are correctional and disaster setting. I have my interest on those objects. Fyi, My final paper was about correctional setting. So, I have a little experiences of how the condition of inmates in prisons. I feel that I have so many unresolved home works there. I wanna do a lot of usefull things to fix them. I am so empathic with inmates there. Seriously, I really wanna do something more apart of focus on my final paper. As a nurse, I saw so many mental disorder cases that ...

i have nothing to battle but let me create my own weapon and you'll see me as a winner on top, then just wait a little longer *** i am just in the middle of process to make the world see who I really am *** they can.. dan saya pun pasti bisa juga *menuju perjalanan go abroad for master degree amin yaRabb

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Aku lagi main nih ke semarang.. enggak ding, enggak main.. tapi ujian nasional-nya keperawatan... so shortly, this examination will measure your capability about knowledge of nursing science. if you pass this test, you will get registration letter that claim you as professional nurse.. so pray for me to successfully pass this exam ya :) Sekarang aku lagi stay di i-cos, biasa tempat si celii.. disini di pagi buta kek gini.. di saat belum ada yang bangun.. disaat kondisinya bener-bener sunyi.. adalah saat-saat yang menenangkan dan mendamaikan hati.. sejak awal, semarang tidak pernah mengecewakan... semarang adalah menyembuhkan... terimakasih yaAllah,, i have ever stayed in this city.. tanpa kekuasaanMu semuanya might not be happened. :) sepulang dari Semarang, aku udah punya segudang rencana termasuk back up plan, Allah yang memutuskan nanti aku akan berlabuh kemana... but i am sure enough it will be the best place for me... yang perlu aku lakukan adalah berjuang dalam proses, m...

I have told you that I joined selection of one of BUMN in Indonesia, right? This BUMN has 8 processes. Each process has its unique. In the beginning of time when I start it, i have no interest at all. so, I went through the process one by one.. and slowly, I began to hope.. I started to anxiously await the announcement in every night. and I was happy when I get the word "SELAMAT" :D and until the 4th stage, i failed. i said to myself that i will be okay. i will try another selection. I consider all of these experiences will bring me to the next success. amiin... at the time, i realized that i failed, i cant lie that i was so sad. the 4th stage would be the last time I test through paper, the next stage, participants just face FGD (focus group discussion), interview and medical check-up. once. however, i do believe that ALLAH has prepare something great for me than just this kind of BUMN. i believe that everything happens for a reason. but wait, aren't you guys so curio...