ZONA NYAMAN

I am in my home, sitting nicely in front of television, meantime, waiting for the food to be done. :)

Hmm.. i cant obviously describe what i am feeling right now, after all, it is such a comfort zone.. :)

Dear god, i clearly know what i will need to face 'tomorrow' .. i know, it will be a long hard painful journey..

Even so, now, just lemme for a while having me time...
Having no doubt, having no worry...

Just relax my self, my mind, and my heart..

And, i already told mom who i am angry to
And my mom said "just forget that silly girl
She is nothing compare to you
Kamu itu wanita baik baik, kamu itu wanita terhormat. Orang kayak gitu di skip aja, gausah di ladenin.
Allah will replace anything better what He took from you"

And also, i was a bit sad cz my toefl score has not reached the target yet...
But it wont loss my hope, i struggle more, i pray more...
(In addition, i have myself register for the same test again)
I am sure, i can do it .. i am sure., insyaallah amin
Just keep fighting,, keep trying,, keep to be optimistic person

"Eropa enggak butuh orang-orang yang lembek"

Insyaallah, there is a will, there is a way:)