You are the Captain of your own ship

i will start everything again... my life.. my dream.. my goal of life... nothing to be late. just start everything again.. sun is still bright outside so you still have another chances.. :)

yaALLAH.. berilah kesehatan kepada keluargaku... berilah kesehatan kepada ayah ibuku.. kepada adikku.. kepada tante dan om ku..  yaALLAH.... dengarkanlah pemrohonanku ini..

my nursing profession is almost over. just several months from now, I officially became a nurse, insyaAllah.. after my graduation, what will I do ? of course, i already have plan for myself, for my future... mungkin kalau orientasinya cuma uang, aku enggak akan dapat apa-apa tapi semoga apa yang aku lakukan setelah profesi nanti akan membawa keberkahan dan mengantarkan aku ke cita-cita aku. amin

ya Allah, ada hambamu malam ini.. hamba yangpenuh akan dosa sedang mengemis dihadapanmu.. tuhan... tak banyak inginku yaRabb... hanya tolong jadikan aku seperti apa yang orang tuaku harapkan dan ijinkan mereka melihatku hingga saat itu tiba, sudah .... tolong yaRabb......

yes, i went there by using my motorcycle.. 3 hours from tembalang. lemme tell you a little about this event. this event provide by erasmus+ which held in ugm, jogjakarta. it such an event to invite alumnus ugm from erasmus mundus. and they told us about their experiences during their study in europe. it such an amazing story. i feel so lucky cz i was one of the participants,maybe the only one from semarang.. after attended that seminar, it increase my spirit higher and higher... i am so optimist that i can study abroad. i can study in europe. i am sure ! i put myself in danger using motorcycle. it is so risky ! I almost fell several times, because my own fault, because the road is slippery, due to uneven roads and finally I arrived without any accident! thanks god :') the speakers said that "dont never ever give up", "keep struggling", "keep praying', "keep fighting" mereka aja bisa, kenapa gue enggak ? :') and, i called...

everyone has their memory in the past. no matter it is bad or good memory. i do have. but, what the heck of that? i can do nothing. nothing to do.. it just memory. those are behind i really can do nothing.. what i can do is just accept them as my past.. it just as my lesson for me to grow until now.. what i can do is just doing my best for today and having a dream for the future i dont want to stuck here, regret about my past and finally wasting my time today and destroy my future no.. i dont let it to be happened I myself will struggling so much to make all my dreams come true. and make my parents proud of me and make the best future for my self !

Mimpi gue besaaaaaaaaar banget. Mimpi gue tinggiiiiiiiiii banget. Iya elo semua pada tau, gue pengen banget bisa sekolah di luar negeri... gue pengen di eropa... Jalan kesana engga mudah banget pasti, apalagi anak macam gue.. Toefl yang belum sampai target Bahasa inggris yang pas2an Kemampuan otak yang ga terlalu gemilau Gue yakin ini bakalan butuh proses, Tapi butuh proses bukan berarti ga ada jalan kan ? Lanjut terus sa ! Walau jalan lo berbatu2, berkelok2, nanjak.. lanjut !! Pasti akan sampai sa selama lo teruuuus bergerak.., Insyaallah sa. Insyaallah