You are the Captain of your own ship

Guys.. Today I made Nastar Cake with my mom and my aunt... Nastar is the most favourite cake that I loved.. :D:D Well,  Now I would like to share my recipe to you all guys.. :D:D INGREDIENTS WHEAT FLOUR :  1 KG MAIZENA FLOUR : 50 GRAMS BUTTER : 1 TABLESPOON WISMAN :  1 TABLESPOON VANILI : 4 PACKAGES EGG : 7 (JUST THE YOLK) PINEAPPLE : 2  MARGARINE : 600 GRAMS SUGAR : 2 ONS FIRST STEP  peel the skin of pineapple grate the pineapple cook pineapple until the water runs out add the sugar stir it until well-blended shape the pineapple dough  SECOND STEP -mix maizena flour, milk powder, wisman, butter, margarine, yolk, vanili  Mix the dough with mixer THIRD STEP -add the wheat flour into the dough stir until well-blended FOURTH STEP - Shape the dough to be whatever you like :) -put the yolk on the dough -if you like, you can add cheese on the dough :)...

ini pasmina hadiah dari adek.. dengan cueknya dia melempar ringan sebuah plastik yang berisi sesuatu. Hap! "Apa nih ?" kataku "buat lo" katanya... eh ternyata isinya pasminaa.. yeaaa yeaaa... love you my brother ! :D:D

You're on the phone with your girlfriend ‒ she's upset, She's going off about something that you said 'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do. I'm in the room ‒ it's a typical Tuesday night. I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like. And she'll never know your story like I do. But she wears short skirts I wear t-shirts She's cheer captain And I'm on the bleachers Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see That I'm the one Who understands you. Been here all along. So, why can't you see ‒ You belong with me, You belong with me? Walking the streets with you in your worn out jeans I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be. Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself, "Hey, isn't this easy?" And you've got a smile That can light up this whole town. I haven't seen it in awhile Si...

hey yaaaa... Even, I'm not a good cooker, but I'm good at making cookies. really :D:D My mom never buys cake for Lebaran celebration, because my mom really really really good not only cooking for the food but also making cookies :9 and yesterday, My mom and I made "Kue Semprit" And this time, I would like to share my recipe for it.. :D:D these picture taken by me.. :D:D Ingredient Flour : 1/2 kg Butter : 1 tablespoon Meisena flour : 100 gr Eggs : 3 (Just the yolk) Vanili : 2 packages Milk powder  : 3 tablespoons Sugar : 3 Ounces (Blend it with blender) Margarine : 400 gr Cocoa powder : as much as you want chococips FIRST STEP mix all the ingredient except flour don't mix it too long.. You just need to mix all together SECOND STEP Mix the dough with the wheat flour but don't use mixer .. you can use spoon.. THIRD STEP Make the form of dough to be whatever you like  it...

Well, GOD.. I have nothing to say but I am so thankful with GP score that you have given to me.... It is more than I deserve... :') Alhamdulillah.. God...in the next  semester , I do try my best...... for final paper, for KKN, for all of the subject that I have to take.. I do my best.. start from now.. and.. congratulations for all of my friends who got cumluod also in  this semester especially for celong and marisa..  they are such a great friends... inspiring me so much. :* let's book the first line when the graduation ceremony.. :') so Our parents will be easily to find us, right ? :') Yaallah.. amiinn.. amiiiiiin.. amiiiinn..........

well, this signs and symptoms appeared for about three or two days before. I felt so cold, I felt so uncomfortable with this body.. But, I just kept silence. Not told anyone else, include my mom. and.... yesterday my mom asked me to go to market to buy some new cloths for me (yeay ! :D ) after we back home... YAP ! my mom found me that I was sick... I had a headache so intense.. My voice changed like monster... and it so hurt when I tried to speak I had influenza also.. I guess, I have inflammatory disease (again and again) And I already know, what kind of medicine that I had to take yes ! sleep.. heheh. my mom asked me to drink some paracetamol (cause I have fever also), and I drank that medicine.. and now.. Alhamdulillah.. the sick had gone this morning :D:D

dear mom and dad here I am your only daughter... with the thick glasses, fat body, not beautiful face, not too high, not really smart, and have nothing to be proud of.. but... here I am your only daughter trying so hard,,,  make you both to proud of me... keep praying of me.. keep giving me spirit to catch all of my dreams... I don't want anything in this world, but seeing you both look at me with the smiling face and saying proudly : "that's my daughter" i just want to make you happy.. just that even I know that it not easy like it heard but.. I keep struggling on it sincerely, your only daughter

alin : mah, kemarin nikahannya kak wildan bagus banget ya mah mamah : ia si. tapi mama nggak setuju ah  nanti kayak gitu, kita tetep nyewa gedung, tapi sederhana aja.. nggak usah terlalu mewah.. mubazir alin : ia mah, mending uangnya disimpen untuk beli rumah ya mah mamah : makanya alin nggak usah nikah di masjid at-tin, 10 juta itu sekali sewa, mikir dua kali lah alin : hehehe. ia mah.. nanti di gedung sederhana ajaa.. nanti buat orang-orang disekitar rumah bikn pengajian..  terus temen-temen alin panggil deh yang dari semarang... suruh pada ke jakarta :):) just now baru aja ngobrolin hal ini sama nyokap.. hati ketawa geli-geli sendiri.. di ruma lagi ujan gerimis, semakin buat suasana menjadi syahdu 

yeahhh.. I am home now... :D:D Hmm.. I have really great time during this time... lemme tell you my activities 03.30 : Pray Tahajud 03.40 : eat sahur and watch yuk kita sahur with my brother and my mom... sometimes, we were laughing together because of  that amusing scene :D 04.30 : pray subuh 04.45 : learn japanese (I tried hard :D ) 05.30 : Sometimes I sleep again.. sometime just surfing.. sometimes watch tv 08.00 : tidy my home up.... 09.00 : takk a bath 10.00 : surfing, teaching math, playing, googling, blogging, watching on tv, doing nothing, Whatever.. hahaha 15.00 : take a nap 17.00 : prepare for breaking the fasting 18.00 : breaking the fasting 18.40 : go pray taraweh with my lovely mom 20.30 : eat something before sleep and watch on tv 21.00 : go to bed waaaa... I LOVE SO MUCH living in my home :*

being happy is simple... when you can send sahur greeting for your three-best-friend ... 

ini gue temukan di tablet nyokap... nyokap yang tunjukin ke gue... ngakak boleh gaaa ?? haahahah pas baca ini, gue sama enyak ngekek guling-guling .. hahaha... singkatnya ini adalah percakapan via line antara adek gue dan pacarnya.. sebagai kakak yang ga begitu baik, gue mengakui kebodohan adek gue. . hahahaa lagian ada-ada aja... ngomongin nyokap tapi pake hape nyokap ... hahahahahahahahahahah cerita ini terlalu manis kalo gue simpen sendiri ;p

14 july 2013 I arrived at Semarang for about 4 pm (I spent 3 hours from Solo to Semarang) then, I prepared for my last exam for tomorrow,  for medical-surgical nursing. oh hell yeaah, the task for that subject were so many . we collected 6  of mind map, 3 of jounal analysis , 3 of nursing care report, 6 of preliminary report, some of action analysis reports.. damn... we were all busy handling those multiple task like that !! maybe some of us did not sleep. fortunately,i collected those duty on  time,(celong helped me for journal analysis , thank youuuuuu :*   )  i broke fasting with diah (my friend at my boarding house) and mba ratih also,,, with penyetan and gongso.. Yummyyyy :* 15 July 2013 The exam day... >> thanks god, I could finish it.. I hope my friend and I will get  A for  medical-surgical nursing subject and other subject.. amiiinn :):)  then,  i broke fasting with mba ratih... nasi padang and kuwud iced (...

 on July, 14 2013... Finally, My wibi and I left Solo.... I dunno why, even my weight decrease 4 kg, But I always seem fat.. And my friends say so T_T during clinical practice at Moewardi, there is no single day without thinking about Semarang. but now.. I felt so hard for leaving Solo..  and also saying 'good bye' to my bule friends... I tried hard to do not cry in front of them.. I was alone, just with Putri , cause all of my friends already back to Semarang yesterday... and last night, we went to Night Market Ngaspusuro... Add caption hmm.. Solo always be a nice story in my heart.. :):)

malam ini adalah malam terkahir aku di solo.. segala keribetan tentang tugas, segala keribetan shift, segala hiruk pikuk disini.. aku bakal kangen banget... tapi paling paling banget kangen.. bakal kangen sama greta, ieva, sama burak T_T greta, dia orang yang paling banget akrab sama aku .. segala cerita tentang kehidupan kedokterannya, segala cerita tentang pacar dan keluarganya.... seneng kalo ngobrol sama greta.. she makes me up.... :') dia itu hobby banget muji aku .. padahal juga yaa aku  begini... jauh dari apa yang dia omongin... hehehe... bakal kangen banget sama greta :') ieva, calon dokter yang rendah hati... dia nggak kayak temen-temen europe yang lain.. dia bener-bener rendah hati banget.. gue dikasih sesuatu sama dia... nanti gue upload deh something yang dari dia.. gue suka cara dia ngomong "nope" ,,, suka cara dia niruin bahasa indonesia.. dia dengan sabar dengerin aku cerita dengan bahasa inggris yang pas-pasan ini.. burak.. wal...

"Jikalau mencintai Shinta yang merupakan istri Rama adalah salah, mengapa Engkau Megahkan rasa cinta ini di dalam kalbuku Tuhan?" -Rahwana-

pada 10.07.2013 like always, kita lagi pada ngumpul-ngumpul jam sepuluan malam lah.. ada bule-bule itu LENGKAP... teruss ya sama anak-anak indonesianya.. ketika lagi cekakak cekikik ga jelas.. eh si GRETA bilang ke aku "Irzha, You seem like having so much energy. It was normal like other persons or just you that have that ??...I want the energy same as like you..." hahahaha.. anak-anak ngekek abisss... gue dengan tampang begonya... teriak : WHAT ?! dan temen2 gue yang lain pada bilang : "yes,, she is abnormal.. she really unique person" sambil ngekek guling-guling.. hahahahahaha....... *** greta juga kan mau ke jakarta... insyaAllah mau ke tempat guee.. dia kan tanya di bisa kemana aja saat di jakarta ... gue bilang.. "you can go to the zoo... Ragunan zoo" dia langsung antusiaaasssss bangetttt G : Irzha, what kind of animals that we can see there ?? I :  wow, there are so many animals G : is there any orang utan ?? snakes ?? I : yes o...

marhaban ya ramadhan... selamat datang bulan ramadhan :') agak terharu ketika menjalani puasa hari pertama ini di solo... jauh dari orang tua.. jauh dari suasana rumah.. pas malem ke indomaret... otak pake mikir.. "ini mau sahur pake apa ya ?? walah kalo lagi di rumah ga bakal-lah mikir kayak beginian". hehehe.. akhirnya terbelilah roti tawar, selai coklat, dan energen yang insyaAllah cukup untuk sahur selama beberapa hari di Solo ini pas terawah juga... karena ada something hal.. gue sama anggies harus teraweh di kos... si anggies jadi imam... gue makmum.. terusan gue terharuuu banget tiba-tiba.. inget kalo lagi jamaah sama bokap :') sedihh.. pengen cepet pulang.. ketemu mama papa... homesick ! :'( oh iyaa buat semuanyaaaaaa yang rajin kepo blog gue inii.... gue minta maaf yaaa.. maaf kalo gue banyak salah....maaaff. semoga Allah memberkati kita semua ....

burak-tea-irsa-iava mungkin ini hikmah dari nge-kos di tirto residence 1 (TR1) :):) yes ! gue punya temen-temen baru... bukan sembarang temen... mereka dari eropa :') [the place that I really want to be there so much :') ] They are... Greta from Austria, Burak from turkey.. Iava from latvian... mereka lagi student exchange ke UNS.. dan sekarang mereka kayak gue.. praktek di moewardi... they are medical student... mereka adalah orang-orang yang seru banget untuk gila-gilaan.. greta itu paling suka cerita dengan hebohnya tentang kejadian2 seru di RS... gue suka gayanya kalo udah ngomel-ngomel tentang transportasi di solo... gue suka berangkat shift bareng... hahahaa....  greta-irsa-burak burak cowok yang jarang ngomong, tapi paling suka nimbrung kita-kita kalo lagi nongkrong di ruang tamu.. dia bangga banget udah bisa itung satu sampe sepuluh ..  dia beneran jayusss kalo udah ngelucu.. hahaha ...And he is muslim :D ieva .. (baca...

bahagia itu sederhana... sesederhana denger reja manggil si enur dengan nada yang melengking sesederhana ngeliat iwan berantem sama supar gara-gara berebut kamar mandi sesederhana denger anggies -yang jarang ketawa- ketawa dengan cantiknya sesederhana ngeliat tea yang unyu dan mungil  lagi nyengir dengan polosnya sesederhana denger enur ngomong pake bahasa jawanya yang medok sesederhana bisa bangun pagi setiap hari sesederhana bisa nyanyi lagu kesukaan setiap ketika jenuh sesederhana tidur siang dengan imutnyaa... bahagia itu sederhana.. tergantung kita mensyukurinya apa enggak :') Solo.... I love being here... :):)

rasanya seperti apa ya bisa sekolah di luar negeri ?? rasanya seperti apa ya berjuang sendirian di negara orang ?? jauh dari orang tua.. jauh dari sodara jauh dari teman-teman ?? mungkin seru kayaknya menjadi minoritas di tengah mayoritas yang berbeda culture, keyakinan,  ras, dan iklim.. apalagi kalo di negara empat musim .. waaahh :):) kayaknya seru bisa ngerasain beku nya musim salju seru ngerasain romantisnya musim gugur seru ngerasain semangatnya musim panas.. juga sangat terlihat menantang dengan segala tugas yang seabrek.. dengan teman-teman yang nggak kalah semangatnya sama kita... Bu mei pernah kuliah di LIVER POOL... bu reni di MANCHESTER.. bu titin PSU.. mba indri FLINDERS.. bu nana MONASH... yaAllah..   :') pintu yang mana yang kau bukakan  untukku  yaAllah ?  pintu yang mana yang kau ridhoi ??  :'""""""""")))) yaAllah.. permudahkanlah hamba bila kau memang berkenan :") yaAllah....

ini adalah sepotong cerita tentang SEGELINTIR ORANG yang LUAR BIASA... tentu.. siapa lagi kalau bukan adek-adek SV-guee :'D Gue rela kok bela-belain ikut seminar di Semarang, asalkan bisa dapet dispen ke semarang supaya bisa nyolong-nyolong waktu walaupun cuma sekedar rapat BPH .. gue rela kemarin abis jaga malam langsung cus ke semarang naik motor cuma mau liat event BLS yang diadain adek-adek SV untuk temen-temen keperawatan undip dan malemnya langsung cus ke solo lagi.. hehehe... gue rela badan gue remuk redam demi mereka... rasanya rasa capek itu terbayar dengan bikin surprise ke anak-anak yang heboh ngeliat gue... pelukan, sapaan, senyuman , ... itu lebih dari cukup :'D gue cukup bangga ngeliat mereka udah bisa di lepas sendiri.. tuh event dari awal gue ga campur tangan... gue serahin semua ke panitia.. dan lihat... mereka sukses ngadain event ini :') rasa bangga, rasa seneng, rasa capek, dan rasa ngantuk abis shift malem ga tidur.. itu campur jadi sat...

x : dek, ini buat kamu .. *Nyodorin notes book* gue : haah ?? buat akuuuu ??? *muka bego* x : iya dekk.. semoga kamu keterima ya erasmus mundusnya... terus ke brazill... *peluuukkkkk* yaAllah... Allahuakbar :') ga boleh buat orang-orang yang sayang gue kecewa.. :")  at least.. mulai saat ini... I DO MAKE MY DREAM COME TRUEEEE EROPAAAAA...... I'M ON MY WAY TO CATCH YOU !!! :') KAMPUS KEPERAWATAN 03072013

Definisi lain dari sebuah cinta. .. cinta itu adalah perjuangan... sama-sama berjuang untuk saling mendapatkan.. ga bisa satu pihak aja yang berjuang..  harus dua-duanya... kalo cuma satu pihak doang  namanya bukan cinta.. (mario teguh) no matter what.. berjuang sampe akhir untuk saling mencintai.. saling memiliki.. senyebelin apapun dia.. sefreak apapun dia.. sebagaimanapun dia... dan perjuangan ini harus bersifat kronis...  forever sih kalo orang bilang :'D kalo cuma satu ato dua tahun.. yaahh.. itu namanya cuma akut.. sementara aja... haha emang teori banget si.. teori... tapi idup kan siapa yang tau yaaaa... well... dan yang gue tau cinta kronis ini  satu orang udah dapet jatah dapet satu juga.. Allah yang janji gitu... terus adil pula.. 1 orang satu... dengan cerminan yang sama.... (lihat an-nur 26) satu dapet satu.. ga akan ketuker.. :) tapi ini anyway gue ngomongin apa yaaaaa ???? tuh revisian masih banyak linn.... revisi masih banya...

aku lagi di Semarang nih.. baru aja sampee.. besok ada seminar tentang adult nursing. jadi dapet ijin satu hari praktek.... terusan lusaa aku mau rapat BPH sama kadiv-kadiv SV.. yeaaayyy !! semoga pada bisa kumpulll.. amiiiinn :*  di moewardi lagi ganas-ganasnya semangat nih.. mulai kerasan disini.. jadi kepikiran untuk penelitian di Moewardi untuk skripsweet :* di kos aku yang di solo ada penghuni  baruu... mereka adalah mahasiswa kedoketeran dari europeee (mupengggggg T_T ) ada yang dari austria, france, mana lagi lupaaaa... aku udah ngobrol-ngobrol sama merekaaa.. mereka baik-baik banget... :*  ********************************* okee.. semoga bulan juli ini indah yaa.. makin semangat.. makin positif... makin tinggi mimpi-mimpinya... makin gede usaha untuk meraihnya.. semangat buat kita semua.. satu-satunya orang yang bisa merubah hidup kamu adalah diri kamu sendiri... “Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib suatu kaum kecua...