You are the Captain of your own ship

I am so glad that I have so many seniors who guided me to increase my capability more and more related to my study. Yeah.. insyaallah I will be studying abroad to continue my study next year. So, this year I have to finish my thesis proposal. I’ve planned to continue my final paper (when i was still a bachelor student) to be more complex . Actually, I am still confused about the methodology and target of population of my research I should use.  Firstly, I have two choices about the target of population which are correctional and disaster setting. I have my interest on those objects. Fyi, My final paper was about correctional setting. So, I have a little experiences of how the condition of inmates in prisons. I feel that I have so many unresolved home works there. I wanna do a lot of usefull things to fix them. I am so empathic with inmates there. Seriously, I really wanna do something more apart of focus on my final paper. As a nurse, I saw so many mental disorder cases that ...

i have nothing to battle but let me create my own weapon and you'll see me as a winner on top, then just wait a little longer *** i am just in the middle of process to make the world see who I really am *** they can.. dan saya pun pasti bisa juga *menuju perjalanan go abroad for master degree amin yaRabb

Aku tidak suka lembab Aku tidak suka sendirian Apakah aku akan baik baik saja dengan kematian ? Jakarta, 22 sept 2015

Aku lagi main nih ke semarang.. enggak ding, enggak main.. tapi ujian nasional-nya keperawatan... so shortly, this examination will measure your capability about knowledge of nursing science. if you pass this test, you will get registration letter that claim you as professional nurse.. so pray for me to successfully pass this exam ya :) Sekarang aku lagi stay di i-cos, biasa tempat si celii.. disini di pagi buta kek gini.. di saat belum ada yang bangun.. disaat kondisinya bener-bener sunyi.. adalah saat-saat yang menenangkan dan mendamaikan hati.. sejak awal, semarang tidak pernah mengecewakan... semarang adalah menyembuhkan... terimakasih yaAllah,, i have ever stayed in this city.. tanpa kekuasaanMu semuanya might not be happened. :) sepulang dari Semarang, aku udah punya segudang rencana termasuk back up plan, Allah yang memutuskan nanti aku akan berlabuh kemana... but i am sure enough it will be the best place for me... yang perlu aku lakukan adalah berjuang dalam proses, m...

I have told you that I joined selection of one of BUMN in Indonesia, right? This BUMN has 8 processes. Each process has its unique. In the beginning of time when I start it, i have no interest at all. so, I went through the process one by one.. and slowly, I began to hope.. I started to anxiously await the announcement in every night. and I was happy when I get the word "SELAMAT" :D and until the 4th stage, i failed. i said to myself that i will be okay. i will try another selection. I consider all of these experiences will bring me to the next success. amiin... at the time, i realized that i failed, i cant lie that i was so sad. the 4th stage would be the last time I test through paper, the next stage, participants just face FGD (focus group discussion), interview and medical check-up. once. however, i do believe that ALLAH has prepare something great for me than just this kind of BUMN. i believe that everything happens for a reason. but wait, aren't you guys so curio...

Hello world. I never been feeling life is so confusing like todays. I have so many options. But it didn’t solve the problem “what the best I do for my life and family?”.. oh yaa. Let you know that I got rejected from the hospital I applied because I did not attach my certificate of nursing (STR). I have could knew from the start.. but I still did it anyway. And I don’t have anything to regret cause the experience was amazing. I just applied a position in BUMN job through online registration. It didn’t spend much energy. But I know, it will has a thousand even billionaires of applicant. Hmm. Even then, I have tried. So yeah. You can call me a job seeker. Hehe…. Sometimes I wonder myself what I am looking for ? But, I decided to knock every single door. Which one that opened for me, it might be the best for me. Insyaallah. Umm.. I have a new secret.. I have been preparing something great for six month later. So it will be okay for me to stay cool at homey. Hehehe :D I will put my best ef...

yang saya inginkan adalah.. mencintai seperti karotis yang berdenyut menandakan kehidupan mengasihi seharmonis pertukaran O2 dan CO2 dalam kapiler menjalani hidup sesederhana bernafas.